this is my first time in 2012 to write this blog again after several months.
i couldn't sleep to think about this.. why do you have to go that far.. i wish i can spend a long time together with you.. this meeting seem so fast.. i don't know what to say when you told me that you will go.. my mind is full of "i'll lost you", i couldn't think clearly..
"i thougt watching you leave was hard, but knowing you weren't coming back was harder."
